Thursday, July 06, 2006

No Turning Back

I've been thinking a lot about the way ahead for me. Yesterday's post was only a spilling out of what has been going on in my head for a while.

I can't turn back now. Quitting my job and pursuing philosophy and spirituality was a decision I made knowing I might come up against situations like this. I should have been better prepared for this probably. Anyway, this is what I want to do. And if it means compromising on lifestyle and what have you, so be it. I cannot make decisions based on fear and insecurity. That's a stupid way to live. The heart of the matter is that doing something other than this would be unfair to me. I'd be kidding myself if I thought a hefty pay package could compensate for missing out on something I love. No. I've got to put my fears behind, put my head down and work hard. The rest will sort itself out.

I'm making a pledge to myself today. That I will not compromise on my dreams. And that I will do whatever it takes to realise them.

To be or not to be, there is no question.


Alexys Fairfield said...


Clarity is the first step to any decision. Congratulations on making your pledge. From this point on, you are no longer a dreamer, but a dream maker.

Pleasant dreams. :D)

Ajeya said...

:-D dreamin' on!

akshay said...

Hey Ajeya, congratulations on your decision. From experience, the leap of faith one takes in following dreams often feels like flying free. And it's goooood!

Dhanuska said...

Hey Ajeya,

I wanted to write you a blog for your yesterday's post. But, I'm glad to see today's post 'coz it reads much like I what wanted you to see.

I think I'm going to end up doing it anyways. And I'll dedicate it to you I guess. Watch my blog :)

Take care,

P.S.: I luv ur buddies for standing by you all along!