Monday, October 16, 2006

A Fresh Start

With my philosophy changing drastically in the past few months, it is slowly influencing the decisions I'm making. I'm going back to a more "mainstream" job in a couple weeks. A copy writer at a small advertising agency here in Mumbai. The interview was nice, the people I met seemed to be interesting and I have a good feel about it.

I'm quite instinctive when it comes to my decisions rather than relying on intellectual analysis. And my instinct says this is something I'd like to do. I don't know how all this is going to unfold. Honestly, I don't give a rat's ass about how it will. This is what I feel now and it is what I am going to do. I don't want to make calculated decisions anymore. Thinking about where it will take me and the rest of that crap. My new mantra is 'live for the moment'.

I have no direction and I'm perfectly comfortable with it. Funny when I think about how I was a little while ago. I thought I had my life planned. But I have to say, unplanned is beautiful :)


ramblingmuse said...

It's liberating when you let go of outcome, isn't it? Whether or not the outcome is planned or expected.

You're sounding happier and more content these days! :-)

The best to you!

Noojes said...

Thats the power of Now


haathi said...

while i love how unpredictable and unplanned things are with me, i often find it very unsettling..but then thats how life has always im hoping there will come a time when im just used to it!

good luck with the new job. who are you working with?

mandar talvekar said...

Best of luck.

Ajeya said...

RM... I am :) it is so liberating i can't even tell you. thx!

noojes... yup. it sure is

haathi... i'm past the unsettling bit i think. i'm in the 'used-to-it' phase now. thx! will mail you to tell you more.

mandar... thx.

Alexys Fairfield said...

I call it hanging from sky hooks. You never know where you're going to land.

Fly high my brother and don't look down.
Good luck with the new gig.

Satandit said...

Like ramblingmuse sound more ' settled' and aint it a greaaaaat liberating...

Am rooting for ya..good luck dahlin'

Ajeya said...

alexys... thx so much! hope to keep flying :)

satandit... :) thx ya. amazing that even though none of us bloggers really meet, you still feel a sense of community here. atleast i do.